A website for those who seek enlightenment and truth.

If you have come to this site looking for answers to the meaning of life, you are in luck!


If you are a seeker of truth and seek knowledge to explain our world, you are in luck!


If you are a seeker and this is one of your many stops to explore what we have in store for you, you are in luck!


If you are wondering if there is more than just what is in your scriptures to explain our lives

you are in luck!


If you don't know what to believe anymore and you need answers, You are in luck!


If you don't believe in God and you want a natural explanation of the meaning of life,

You are in luck!


If you are a scientist and all supernatural phenomenon which cannot be explained just bugs you,

Then you are in luck!


If you have come to this site because it says Seek and Ye Shall Find, then I believe that you have found what you are looking for.


This site will have answers for all that Seek Enlightenment, from the religious to the Atheist, from the naturalist to the scientist, there is no requirement to believe anything that is here, but only to read and consider, this is all that can be expected of anyone, and the knowledge collected on this site can be used from mediocre to great things, it is totally up to each of you, we have all been given free will to do with as we please, and this site will give you a chance to exercise it.

Even if you are a non-believer in God or any intelligent force in the Universe, there will be some beneficial stuff on this site for you.

If you are a logical thinker and want to learn how to improve yourself without any of that faith-based spiritual stuff, there are some logical points that are undeniable that can improve your life.

Even though I will be using references from some various religious scriptures, their intended impacts will not be religious in any way, rather they will be used as an example to prove that Truth and Wisdom are not the express rights of any one religion or belief, but stand-alone of their own merit.


I am a Seeker, a Seeker of truth and have been for over 46 years, I have read much about metaphysics and the supernatural, parapsychology and pseudoscience, I have read about many religions and the mystical arts, new age, and ancient beliefs, all have been absorbed over the decades to lead me to some truths that I feel that everyone who is looking, needs to find.

To be totally upfront to everyone reading these things, I do believe in one God or an all-pervading force that I base my entire end game of this site on, but there is much information that has been gathered that is useful and does not have to include a deity or supreme power to support its validity.


I understand that you are seeking and much that you learn confuses you and there are many different views and opinions as to what truly is the truth, these are to be distilled by your discrimination gained by the exercise of your intuition.


All is not the truth, and even some of the contradictions are just forks in the road that will eventually lead to the truth, there will be gaps in your knowledge that urn for closure, this is your true mission to find these truths to complete your personal piece of your puzzle.


Continue to seek and you will find what you are looking for, trust your intuition, and let it lead you further still to more knowledge that will close gaps in the chapters of your continuous search.


I was thinking of adding a bunch of links to the places that I have discovered good stuff, that is good stuff for me, you see, you have your own seeking mission and I don't want to distract you from your true calling of the facts that attract you,


I may give some techniques to help you on your way, but you are the pilot that decides where to land and explore, besides, I am spreading all that I have found over my sites for all to peruse, and if any of that information leads you somewhere cool, then I have done my job.


It appears that since I have so many sites and a few on seeking, I am finding some difficulty on what advice to give for those of you seeking the truth, I personally started with scriptures from different religions and tried to understand where the authors were coming from in their beliefs and convictions,


further, it was confusing to me why believers of these different religions were so adamant and strict, they did not want to share supposed secret information that was intended only for their followers' eyes only, and how some of their minds had closed to even considering what other scriptures from other faiths had to say.


All of this information from all of the faiths were intended for EVERYONE to study and learn from, and now in the 21st century, all of these scriptures have ended up being translated into various languages to make all of this information more available, and I didn't stop with just religious scriptures,


my studies encompassed Hermetic beliefs, magic and the like, I, of course, used my discrimination and intuition to sift through all of this to determine what was of the most value to me so I may pursue it further.


There are also the scientific aspects of unexplained phenomena that led me upon other adventures in seeking where I could possibly meld the two together at times to bring further truths to light.



seeking the light

Seek and find the light

Religious, not religious, spiritual, not spiritual, Beliefs, no beliefs?


It may sound unbelievable but there are actually people that have no beliefs what so ever, they go through life, work, relax, possibly raise a family, but are not members of a church,


their parents never took them to church, they were not exposed to any type of spiritual experience and really don't have any thoughts concerning any of this stuff,


they may be of high morals and live simple lives, but they have not come in contact with the superstitious fear and dogma from many religions and their minds aren't cluttered with all of those spiritual doctrines that can become excessively



These are the fortunate ones, they have a clean slate, to begin with, their exploration of spirituality can be done with discrimination, if they have simple respect for our environment and nature, they are ahead of the game already,


they have the advantage to be great pioneers in reality if they choose too, they are the raw soft clay that can be easily molded when presented with divine information,


they are the ones that make great strides and new innovations in wisdom, my hat is off to them and to their unspoiled attitudes.

Seeking a Way to the Other side

Are You New to Seeking?


Usually, someone that finds this lowly site on seeking and finding has already been a seeker for awhile, if you found this site in 2018, I would be impressed.


There are many questions out there and very few answers, or should I say, there are many answers out there, but only a few worth considering,


I would have to say that the majority of information that I collect are from books that are in excess of 100 years old,


it is true I guess that there are some enlightened individuals alive today that has written some good books, but I feel that by reading these older books first, I get a more unbiased opinion from someone that hasn't been swayed by today's technology and today's outlooks on life-based on our modern era.


Seeking is Seeking, and can be done as anyone pleases, I feel that the most important aspect would be in the quality and not necessarily the popularity of the times.


     I have recently been burned out with my seeking and studying and spiritual videos, I have come to the conclusion that instead of talking and reading, I should be practicing and doing,


let the experimentation begin, the new meditative, and healing techniques need to be road tested to prove that I am not wasting my time, I still seek and read and study, but there has been a shift towards the practical aspects of all of my work that needs to be manifested through my will,


there has been an imbalance that has been accumulating in me, and now that must be fixed, a good balance of what you learn and what you practice is essential for good progress to be made,


I was finding that my studies were too diverse to allow me to practice what I have learned, I suggest more of a focus, but to keep a log of what you wish to study so things are not forgotten while you are on an experimenting adventure.


I have been a seeker for over 47 years now, I read much and study much, I focus mostly on what interests me and over the years I have depended on my intuition to determine what is worth pursuing to me,


I read and watch some things and pick and choose what has any meaning, I determine if something contradicts my belief system in any way, I credit it to the authors' false personality and or the dogmas of their religious beliefs,


I do not discount everything that they may believe as there may be quite a bit of wisdom in their words,


I have found myself ready to abort any further studies of their beliefs because some of their beliefs are just so myopic where it seems to leave a gaping hole in their belief system I consider it so unreasonable to just continue,


this is a mistake, If you like fudge Sundays and don't like nuts, there is no reason to throw the whole thing away, just pick out the nuts and continue to enjoy.



Should I have gone down this road?

Opening Pandora's Box


If you are a spiritual explorer, do not be surprised if your life changes by great leaps because once the knowledge is gained and it is understood to be true,


you have now become the free game to the equalization of Karma, and the lessons to be taught will be strenuous, you will be amazed at what you have learned and equally so will be tested and refined to enable you to proceed to the next levels,


you will undoubtedly become confused and subtlety tortured, it will be a roller coaster ride of emotional diverseness, when you believe that you now know something, fate will step in and humble your very essence,


your apparent knowledge will make you question everything, it will turn out that the more you learn, the less you will feel that you know, logic about life will escape you on the simplest subjects.


You have opened Pandora's box and it cannot be undone, you cannot unlearn these truths, you are forced to embrace them or go insane if you attempt to ignore them and revert to your original materialistic ways, the torture will increase.


If this is scary for you and you just want the same old crap that you have always had, Quit now and don't look back, forget these ideas going through your head and back-up towards the materialistic thoughts and actions that you usually have,


otherwise, the alternative will lead you on a wild ride that will prove to be possibly more than you bargained for, there will be a pain for apparently no good reasons,


work may take a turn for the worse, you will be expected to live by these newly found laws and it will seem to want you to live on the faith of an almost magical sort,


you will search for answers, and when you find one, there will be two more questions waiting to be answered,


remember, don't ask if you are not ready to receive because this is an all or nothing proposition that should not be taken lightly.


Now that the scary part has been presented for all of you to ponder, I have to admit that it is well worthwhile to pursue, I have been tested, confused and have had,


with and without viewpoints teetering and tottering back and forth enough to make my head spin, but as I have been leveling out, I see the big picture more clearly now and it concerns me greatly,


all of the worlds media or lack thereof is on some sort of trend, a world competition that lacks spiritually and excels materially, the moral scale is being tilted out of balance,


and such an action will come with repercussions when it comes to world karma, without a reasonable balance between the spiritual and the material, our ideals and beliefs shall become distorted,


and new undesirable values shall be acquired by the human race that will be sorely lacking. Love and humility need to cancel out some of this posturing and self-centeredness, we all need to step back and think, why were we all put here?


Now that I have been seeking for truth fairly continuously now, pretty much daily for a year straight, I have learned much, probably too much, because I do not know how to apply everything I have learned,


I have been practicing all of these various arts and I believe that I have ended up spreading myself too thin, I feel hurried for some reason that seems to be eluding me at the moment,


I will need to focus on certain things and dwell there until I feel comfortable enough to move onto the next subject, my seeking will have to decrease in order for me to catch up on what I have learned,


I believe that this is an important part of seeking, becoming an aspirant towards a specific goal is what is in store for me next, discipleship will soon follow,


I have been doing this sort of stuff for over 45 years now on and off and now is the time to get serious, don't end up being a trivia king, get into the action and be a knight.

The Wasp Has a Goal

So what should be my goal in all of this?


How far should I go? What is the purpose that I am trying to achieve?

This is a question that most everyone will ponder because it is quite easy to base your entire life on a life that is to seek enlightenment,


Like most people, we have jobs and we have hobbies and we have friends and family, the subject of enlightenment can easily be completely engulfing.


Do only what you are comfortable with, if you have friends that are interested in the same things as you, this can prove to be helpful to your advancement,


it is easy to read some enlightening material on a daily basis, and it is not too difficult to meditate regularly, but if you plan to do more, it can be a life-changing adventure,


in my case, after 45 years of study, I had a life changing experience that modified my lifestyle and not by my specific choice, my soul seemed to take the reins and modified my habits to the point where I no longer ate meat or fish,


I no longer had any alcohol in any form, all forms of medication seemed to buck my system in one way or another, even vitamins were something that I couldn't take on a daily basis,


fortunately, these things were not a big loss to me as my soul had removed any cravings that I may have had before from my thoughts all together. This can be easily taken to an extreme,


you may cease to associate with your friends and family, you may deem it necessary to stop most material sensations, including Television and movies, any material thing that may involve the 5 senses,


you may stop doing things that make you feel good, you may stop playing games, video and otherwise or at least cut them down, you also may expand your research and learning to the occult and magic and other esoteric endeavors if you are so inclined,


it can be quite confusing and I personally think that some of these avenues of study are a sort of "back door" approach that involves false personality where some progress may be made where otherwise it may be more difficult,


it also may depend at what stage your soul is at and what dogma you have been brought up within your life.


I believe the most important part of all of this is that you have attempted to recognize the fact that you do indeed have a soul, and that you are a spiritual creature that is much more than what you own or how you live your material life.


It is true that you may be in a phase of your incarnations where the spirit will not be a priority if you are a young soul, you may have material priorities and thoughts such as these on this web site may not interest you in the least,


but if you are indeed reading this because you were drawn to it like a moth to a flame, just a general acquaintance of some of these ideas will be carried on to your next lives and help you closer to your final graduation of sentience on this planet,


some souls have hundreds upon hundreds of lives before they have true self-realization that will finally end the incarnations. Whether you have a few dozens or several hundred lives before you make this realization is not good or bad,


the information gained, the experience and living are what is needed to expand the universal consciences.


I would personally not set any goals and just explore your spirituality and see where it takes you, some things may interest you more than others, certain books or scriptures may ignite that light that will illuminate the way to other things,


I have found myself reading about other people that are searching for answers, and their endeavors have led me to read books that I would otherwise not have known about, as it is I have accumulated enough PDF books that will take a few years to read,


mostly, now I depend on my intuition to lead me to the next steps that should be taken, when I decide to change my lifestyle to an extent now, I try not to overdo it where I might change my mind,


I try to change just a little and then I try to stick to it, just as when I decided to cut out watching videos, I didn't do it all cold turkey, I started slow and slowly phased it out, starting with modifying the content of what I was watching, and then decreasing slowly,


the same went for video games I would use to play, your soul will compensate for your sacrifices by giving you some interesting and entertaining dreams to help keep you amused,


after all, we are all still 3-dimensional creatures living in a material world and still must abide by some of our sense needs as not to lose it.


If you have not decided what your goals are to be yet, a good way to fertilize those ideas is to read what great people from our history have done, if it is science, see what the Louis Pasteur's have done,


if it is philosophy, check out the Plato types of individuals, Jesus for religion and Gandi have some good things going for them, sports stars are for the most part excellence of the physical sorts and really do not add much to humanity except of course in their determination and charitable contributions,


actors can be a great help to humanity by playing the parts of great people and serve as good role models for the portrayal of the figures of history, your goals ideally should be altruistic in nature, but there is no crime in making a living at the same time if you decide to make your goals your life.


You do not need to rush this procedure, it may take years to find out what is really for you, even getting out there and giving back a little to society may give you a taste of what you are searching for, essentially, it will be a slow change and one that should make you feel that there is something worth the change.


This quest that you may be on cannot be understood any better than by you, some will think that you are wasting your life with these unproven thoughts and mystical endeavors that lead you nowhere,


but you know otherwise, let them have their material aspirations, let them basque in their senses, you have a mission, and seeking the truth no matter where and how is a valuable thing and no one can make you believe otherwise,


even if you choose to seek in a scientific field, proving something spiritual scientifically could be a great discovery that would be hard to equal in any field, usually the best that can be expected is an enlightenment of yourself and others, the least is a wisdom of reality that will help you in your future lives.



Seeking Yourself


In order to be able to seek the truth or to seek answers to life, one needs to know oneself, just running open and free and reading and doing what feels good is not a bad thing, actually it is a good starting point where you can get the lay of the land and determine where you want to focus in the future,


but there does need to be some sort of method to this madness eventually or else you just end up being a contestant on Jeopardy with general knowledge about a lot of meaningless stuff,


it is recommended to seek within with meditation and dream programming for starters, keeping good control of your duality is very important if you don't want to chase a lot of wild geese,


seeking things that count towards your and mankind's betterment is key to better results, we are all of material nature and we all like distraction and fun once in a while,


just don't let it get out of control and stay clear of obsessive behavior that eats much of your life's time, learning what makes us tick will arm us with what we need to search with quality and wisdom.


The romance of being the outlaw or the one who lives on his own terms is not bad but it should not be the goal for a lifetime, for most who live these lives, it is not by conscious choice,


their false personality will lead them in one direction and their spirituality will lead them in another, their unconscious seeking leads many of them on a wild ride, this cannot be faulted as everyone has their own path to follow be it easy or hard,


in either case, there is something to be learned by our soul, the challenges of life will differ according to fates agenda of what is to be learned, if we are not currently active in the process of paying off karma, we have the best opportunity to advance towards some wisdom or some sort of enlightenment,


and if we are indeed righting some of our previous lives wrongs, how we go about handling ourselves in these endeavors will determine how successful we are in advancing in our evolution,


the rough roads that we travel now will always help us in the future, if not in this life, the next, if you happened to be Vlad the Impaler or Hitler in a previous life, you will have your work cut out for you, but your free will and its wise use will be your greatest tool on the way to enlightenment.


Eventually, there shall be a realization that what we are really seeking is our soul, we desperately want to know this part of ourselves and what it wants from us, we have many questions and we expect answers but do not know how to get them,


reading and meditation is our greatest means of interfacing our spiritual selves to our materials selves, our goal will be to have an ego that is closer to the spiritual than to the material things in life,


this is where it becomes difficult, we all like the material things in our life, they keep us comfortable, running water with indoor plumbing along with refrigerators and airconditioning keep life convenient and easy to live,


and lately we have television and cell phones to keep our entertainment and communications enthralling, computers with video games, 4K video, and the list go on, the sensory distractions are high tech and they are not going away soon,


we have to choose to Seek for something else, something that is different and more important to our souls, except our souls make use of these distractions to test us and see if we choose to look for answers that are not quite so apparent to the senses,


spiritual adventures are another quest that can be used to replace some of this sense candy that we are all so distracted with.


Seek and Find


Just as asking for spiritual guidance has been proven to give beneficial results, when you seek for answers, they will become available to you one way or another, this ancient instruction found in the Bible as "Seek and Ye Shall Find" whose modern equivalent of "Seek and You Shall Find" is also a proven instruction towards discovering enlightenment and wisdom,


it involves seeking wisdom and truth and not necessarily novelty and trivial things, it should end up sending you on a sort of quest that expands in many directions which brings us to meditation,


sooner or later you may be guided to a practice of meditation which is a sort of seeking within, and mostly it will involve a secession of all seeking all together, it will ideally not involve any of your senses and should empty your mind of all organized thought,


this is an altogether different sort of seeking, sort of like fishing, it should be used mainly for relaxation, but when you get a bite, interesting things happen.


For the most part, seeking will involve your senses and different experiences and a good amount of reading and study, also, just because the statement was found in the Bible, this does not necessarily involve a belief in God,


they are words of wisdom in any belief or non-belief system, and you may be surprised at how much you may learn by letting this adventure unfold in your life.


And when you do this asking be prepared to get some answers, it may be in the form of an idea to look for something in particular or a spontaneous urge to do something or go somewhere,


no matter what it may be, you must pay attention to clues being presented to you, if this is new to you and you haven't done anything like this before, the methods of presentation to you may be very subtle or foreign,


be careful not to let these opportunities pass you by, and the more you recognize and follow up on these particular signs the easier they will be for you to notice in the future,


it is only a matter of conditioning, just as the act of trusting your intuition often hones it to a useful tool, being able to notice signs and indications that are trying to lead you on a path of some specific knowledge will increase your wisdom,


and don't overthink things, present a question and forget about it and let your higher mind give you the inspiration seemingly out of the blue and there you go, it has been given.


It was stated that this was a purely spiritual and not for the material gain type of asking, but there are those that have material problems in their life, and this can help get you back on the right track as long as it is not abused, as it may disappear altogether.


Try not to be too specific in what you are seeking, there are much wiser entities or your higher self that will know what is best for you to be searching,


certain things may seem cool and interesting to be researching but they may not be what is needed for you at this point in time,


try to exercise your intuition so you may be able to depend on it more to get on the proper path, try reading what enlightened individuals have to say just to give you some ideas,


it is also not bad to know ideas from both sides of a belief so you may get some practice in using your intuitive discrimination to hone your moral and mystical ideas,


and there is always much value in seeking opinions from both sexes if possible as a good balance will complete your search in a way to appease your yin and yang of knowledge as one view may have good logical content and another may cover the creative aspect more completely,


eventually, the more you seek, the more avenues of information will be available to follow up on specific subjects,


I personally have acquired enough books and information that will take me years to go through and I shall continue seeking and adding to this as there is always something that I need to return to for further information.